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What Is The Point
02:46
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What's the point of my mind, if all that ever runs through it are images of you, and what good are my eyes if when I close them all I see is your face, what is my skin but sensitive to your touch, how helpful are emotions if you are the only thing that has an effect on them, my ears are meant to hear but I only seem to find joy in hearing your voice, and what is my smile if it only comes out around you, if all these things which make me who I am seem to function fine around you. I am afraid to find out what it'll feel like alone.
If all these things which make me who I am seem to function with you in their subconscious, I am certain that I'll find out the only thing I need to keep me running is you
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The Skin Syndrome
02:11
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I still smell you on my skin, it's tiring, especially since I'm trying to forget all the feelings that I felt when you breathing heavy over me that afternoon in my room...
My bed smelled of you for days ...
It still calls out and misses you, so I try and bring it others, but it just won't have them...
No one can compare...
You were more than just a pretty face to me, everything from even the way you walked found it's way into my heart...
Can you tell I miss you, because I'm trying to move on, but I'm such a fucking mess that I've lost the Map to greatness but I'm pretty sure you have it... How else would you be that way...
Tell me your secret, all the ones inside your skin, they lay under your flesh, so you go at it with razors, but you'll never cure the itch, but I could have eased the pain, oh well!
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Stone
01:37
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I am a stone being skipped across the water, I will never reach the other side
What is my life really, but a series of continuous disappointing ventures
If I fail today, I know that it's because I've always been this way
And you can't change that
Everybody leaves, so what's the point of getting close, because if your love was a fire, then I'm pretty sure I'm burned
Everything just burns, it's numb, and I don't want to feel again....
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Hit or Miss, Mostly Miss
02:39
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I miss,
when I never used to worry about feeling like this,
Shortness of breath with walls closing in,
I'm a disgrace at best...
And I miss,
When you used to keep your word for things,
Wrote you a poem on my heart,
Just for you to dismiss it like nothing...
You said you'd stay, so I grew old waiting,
Repeating every touch, in my head
Nobody told me it would hurt me this much,
Love is not supposed to burn,
But you hold the match with your heart of stone.
I wish there was a button in my head, To turn it all off, not as permanent death, and None of the complications,because I don't wanna be a burden, but I wanna be noticed, I don't wanna be burden, but I wanna be noticed!
I want that switch, Turn off all my emotions with a click, don't cry to me when it's been done, because there's no cure for what I want.
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You said "I want to end my life. It doesn't mean a thing and I hate this sense of being less than I want to be"..
I responded with love and put away your blade, I said "if you leave then I'd be alone my dear, and I can't live without you".. you said "I'll always be a spirit, lighting your path" but it's not the same it's not the same!
You see, I knew you were bluffing you never could truly end it all, but now I still don't have you and I am still alone, and even now your spirit isn't here
because you yourself are still breathing into someone elses neck but I kept up my end, I still cant live without you I still cant breathe so what will I be ... What will I be to you
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Jose Anca Phoenix, Arizona
Some guy in the Phoenix desert
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